I am godenjellpen.First of all, I want to be clear that I am not pursuing art as my career. I doubt you will learn anything from me. I am very inconsistent when it comes to art. But I don't encourage any creator to feel demotivated. Laws of equivalent exchange never change. You put efforts then you get result (cause then effect and cause was once an effect). However, personally I am almost negative when it comes to success or failures. I am not worthy enough to judge others. It may sound negative. But being slightly negative to yourself adds fun in life. Judging is a great skill. So, it needs supreme capabilities to master it. I expect Pixiv community to be kinder and helpful and sometimes harsh. But when it comes to my post I do not expect anything of such. I am not experienced in being a creator nor do I feel like a creator. Enjoy your art. I will enjoy mine. (Sorry if it felt unsettling and slightly cringe) (I don't know how to give a picture of me )